I Was Hoping She Would Notice but again Now When She Did... Im Tired
BURN ME ALIVE IF YOU DIDN'T LIKE THIS BOOK...AFTER READING THAT IS Regressing back in time after sacrificing his life for someone undeserving someone who didn’t even shed a tear after his death just total blank. The person he begged for love rejected him every single time. Now, he returns to when he was 18 again. Looking at her face, he wants to try again, to fall in love with her once more, to want to... but no, he no longer wants to feel that pain again. Some feelings never change, but you have to leave them behind, right? And one life should be enough to try. He made a commitment to never love her again. This life is his chance to live for himself. But who knew he wasn’t the only one regressed? The ultimate black heart curse is broken... and time reverses. Avey: “Lucy, can we.” Tears in her eyes. Lucy: Looking blankly at him. Avey: “Can’t you at least give me one chance?” Lucian: Silently looking at her. what about other people who hurt him too: mother, sister, friend and ofc her Will he give up on love for his own peace, or will he be too afraid to feel that pain again?
Chapters (307)
- Chapter 1 — Chapter 1: True Words
- Chapter 2 — Chapter 2: Heartbreaks
- Chapter 3 — Chapter 3: Prove it
- Chapter 4 — Chapter 4: Last Sacrifice
- Chapter 5 — Chapter 5: finally Releive
- Chapter 6 — Chapter 6: Dead
- Chapter 7 — Chapter 7: call
- Chapter 8 — Chapter 8: Supra
- Chapter 9 — Chapter 9: Gangsta Brothers
- Chapter 10 — Chapter 10: Brotherhood
- Chapter 11 — Chapter 11: Gun On Head
- Chapter 12 — Chapter 12: Video
- Chapter 13 — Chapter 13: Mafia Style
- Chapter 14 — Chapter 14: Regrets
- Chapter 15 — Chapter 15: Avey
- Chapter 16 — Chapter 16: Ultimate Sacrifice Reward
- Chapter 17 — Chapter 17: Just One Last Time
- Chapter 18 — Chapter 18: Avey
- Chapter 19 — Chapter 19: back in time
- Chapter 20 — Chapter 20: First Step
- Chapter 21 — Chapter 21: Garry First Ever Meeting
- Chapter 22 — Chapter 22: Phone Call
- Chapter 23 — Chapter 23: Jimmy
- Chapter 24 — Chapter 24: lucians Mother
- Chapter 25 — Chapter 25: Olivia pain
- Chapter 26 — Chapter 26: Olivia
- Chapter 27 — Chapter 27: Olivia Preparation
- Chapter 28 — Chapter 28: Lucian,son come here please
- Chapter 29 — Chapter 29: lucy...i am sorry
- Chapter 30 — Chapter 30: Ready?
- Chapter 31 — Chapter 31: Go or Not
- Chapter 32 — Chapter 32: Avey
- Chapter 33 — Chapter 33: Olivia Entry
- Chapter 34 — Chapter 34: He is giving up?
- Chapter 35 — Chapter 35: Gossips
- Chapter 36 — Chapter 36: Victor
- Chapter 37 — Chapter 37: get out
- Chapter 38 — Chapter 38: lucian
- Chapter 39 — Chapter 39: feelings
- Chapter 40 — Chapter 40: getting ready for new start
- Chapter 41 — Chapter 41: college
- Chapter 42 — Chapter 42: Anxiety
- Chapter 43 — Chapter 43: flowers
- Chapter 44 — Chapter 44: complicated feelings
- Chapter 45 — Chapter 45: avey loss
- Chapter 46 — Chapter 46: sighh
- Chapter 47 — Chapter 47: motherf*
- Chapter 48 — Chapter 48: hmmm
- Chapter 49 — Chapter 49: victor
- Chapter 50 — Chapter 50: danger
- Chapter 51 — Chapter 51: kill her
- Chapter 52 — Chapter 52: The reason
- Chapter 53 — Chapter 53: jimmy and lucian
- Chapter 54 — Chapter 54: garry
- Chapter 55 — Chapter 55: god’s mission
- Chapter 56 — Chapter 56: mama
- Chapter 57 — Chapter 57: the real happiness
- Chapter 58 — Chapter 58: happiness
- Chapter 59 — Chapter 59: wait...whattttt
- Chapter 60 — Chapter 60: whose here
- Chapter 61 — Chapter 61: Rose pov
- Chapter 62 — Chapter 62: memory?
- Chapter 63 — Chapter 63: forgotten memory
- Chapter 64 — Chapter 64: memories
- Chapter 65 — Chapter 65: whatt
- Chapter 66 — Chapter 66: would she’d do the same for you?
- Chapter 67 — Chapter 67: scared
- Chapter 68 — Chapter 68: call
- Chapter 69 — Chapter 69: lets forget it
- Chapter 70 — Chapter 70: out of memories
- Chapter 71 — Chapter 71: adopted?
- Chapter 72 — Chapter 72: finally to present
- Chapter 73 — Chapter 73: talk with rose
- Chapter 74 — Chapter 74: sighhh
- Chapter 75 — Chapter 75: words of past
- Chapter 76 — Chapter 76: gentle and kind person
- Chapter 77 — Chapter 77: chuckle
- Chapter 78 — Chapter 78: he noticed
- Chapter 79 — Chapter 79: handsome dude
- Chapter 80 — Chapter 80: olivia rejection
- Chapter 81 — Chapter 81: college
- Chapter 82 — Chapter 82: sigh again
- Chapter 83 — Chapter 83: did that really happened? unbelievable
- Chapter 84 — Chapter 84: in bathroom
- Chapter 85 — Chapter 85: classroom
- Chapter 86 — Chapter 86: wtf they doing
- Chapter 87 — Chapter 87: did you really just?
- Chapter 88 — Chapter 88: ok let me tell then
- Chapter 89 — Chapter 89: real feelings
- Chapter 90 — Chapter 90: cassy
- Chapter 91 — Chapter 91: olivia
- Chapter 92 — Chapter 92 Insecurities
- Chapter 93 — Chapter 93 olivia and rose
- Chapter 94 — Chapter 94 no definitely not
- Chapter 95 — Chapter 95 black rose
- Chapter 96 — Chapter 96 danger alert
- Chapter 97 — Chapter 97 ill be taking it again
- Chapter 98 — Chapter 98 Talk
- Chapter 99 — Chapter 99 lady luck?max
- Chapter 100 — Chapter 100 proposal
- Chapter 101 — Chapter 101 questioning me?how dare
- Chapter 102 — Chapter 102 husband
- Chapter 103 — Chapter 103 what is love?
- Chapter 104 — Chapter 104 maxy
- Chapter 105 — Chapter 105 celestia
- Chapter 106 — Chapter 106 figure it out
- Chapter 107 — Chapter 107 ill be first
- Chapter 108 — Chapter 108 now whatt...sighh
- Chapter 109 — Chapter 109 i dont think that’s possible
- Chapter 110 — Chapter 110: Genius
- Chapter 111 — Chapter 111: Stop me now
- Chapter 112 — Chapter 112: Patience
- Chapter 113 — Chapter 113: Meeting
- Chapter 114 — Chapter 114: jimmy and garry
- Chapter 115 — Chapter 115: Disappointing
- Chapter 116 — Chapter 116: shameless
- Chapter 117 — Chapter 117 realisation
- Chapter 118 — Chapter 118 jimmy
- Chapter 119 — Chapter 119 i mean it
- Chapter 120 — Chapter 120 jimmy and lucy
- Chapter 121 — Chapter 121 lucy
- Chapter 122 — Chapter 122 new friend
- Chapter 123 — Chapter 123 dreams
- Chapter 124 — Chapter 124 even animals
- Chapter 125 — Chapter 125 rough times
- Chapter 126 — Chapter 126 lies
- Chapter 127 — Chapter 127 take it as a warning
- Chapter 128 — Chapter 128 its kidnapping
- Chapter 129 — Chapter 129 marriage
- Chapter 130 — Chapter 130 Arthur
- Chapter 131 — Chapter 131 similar?
- Chapter 132 — Chapter 132 he's too afraid
- Chapter 133 — Chapter 133 flaw?
- Chapter 134 — Chapter 134 Arthur thoughts
- Chapter 135 — Chapter 135 Guess who
- Chapter 136 — Chapter 136 menace
- Chapter 137 — Chapter 137 Elder Sister
- Chapter 138 — Chapter 138 Dead
- Chapter 139 — Chapter 139 My Taste
- Chapter 140 — Chapter 140 Enough
- Chapter 141 — Chapter 141 Jimmy and Garry
- Chapter 142 — Chapter 142 Bombshell
- Chapter 143 — Chapter 143 Celestia, Arthur, and now him
- Chapter 144 — Chapter 144 Who is bigger
- Chapter 145 — Chapter 145 Victor
- Chapter 146 — Chapter 146 Npc VS Developer
- Chapter 147 — Chapter 147 manuplating?
- Chapter 148 — Chapter 148 Punch
- Chapter 149 — Chapter 149 how max?
- Chapter 150 — Chapter 150 one sided beat down
- Chapter 151 — Chapter 151 Lucy stop
- Chapter 152 — Chapter 152 bathroom
- Chapter 153 — Chapter 153 home
- Chapter 154 — Chapter 154 Olivia
- Chapter 155 — Chapter 155 desperate olivia
- Chapter 156 — Chapter 156 just know I love you
- Chapter 157 — Chapter 157 Lucian
- Chapter 158 — Chapter 158 Trying to repair
- Chapter 159 — Chapter 159 Slap
- Chapter 160 — Chapter 160 Rose
- Chapter 161 — Chapter 161 No step sister...yes yes
- Chapter 162 — Chapter 162 Coughh coughh
- Chapter 163 — Chapter 163 Rose
- Chapter 164 — Chapter 164 my wifey...
- Chapter 165 — Chapter 165 lucy...who is wifey
- Chapter 166 — Chapter 166 Victor is fked
- Chapter 167 — Chapter 167 I am alright...
- Chapter 168 — Chapter 168 celestia
- Chapter 169 — Chapter 169 letter
- Chapter 170 — Chapter 170 Victor
- Chapter 171 — Chapter 171 Drake
- Chapter 172 — Chapter 172 celestia
- Chapter 173 — Chapter 173 celestia in kane house
- Chapter 174 — Chapter 174 rose vs celestia
- Chapter 175 — Chapter 175 clash olivia vs celestia
- Chapter 176 — Chapter 176 mother in law
- Chapter 177 — Chapter 177 Avey pov
- Chapter 178 — Chapter 178 Starline menor
- Chapter 179 — Chapter 179 Romantic Arthur
- Chapter 180 — Chapter 180 Stop...
- Chapter 181 — Chapter 181 Protagonist vs Villain
- Chapter 182 — Chapter 182 Actually, the truth is…I'm
- Chapter 183 — Chapter 183 Avey crossing the line
- Chapter 184 — Chapter 184 Cold Lucian
- Chapter 185 — Chapter 185 kill myself
- Chapter 186 — Chapter 186 Memorandum
- Chapter 187 — Chapter 187 Secret Female Friend???
- Chapter 188 — Chapter 188 Druged
- Chapter 189 — Chapter 189 Lucian reaction
- Chapter 190 — Chapter 190 Rose
- Chapter 191 — Chapter 191 Psychopath
- Chapter 192 — Chapter 192 hammer out
- Chapter 193 — Chapter 193 First Kill
- Chapter 194 — Chapter 194 Gun Fire
- Chapter 195 — Chapter 195 I didn't let go...see
- Chapter 196 — Chapter 196 Army of 300-
- Chapter 197 — Chapter 197 Dead
- Chapter 198 — Chapter 198 High Ranking Meeting
- Chapter 199 — Chapter 199 Watching lucian...High Officials
- Chapter 200 — Chapter 200 Actions